Yeah... I just really miss him. I know we talk but I can't just, go be with my brother. I've never been without seeing any of my family this long in my life.

He is... and he's trying. I know he is. He just.. he's worried about losing me, he's really afraid of it and when he gets afraid he becomes angry, because that's what he's used to from... before.

S-sorry, I shouldn't be throwing this at you.