I...ended up very sad for awhile. And because of that, a lot of people got hurt, and a lot of things went bad. It took me too long to stop feeling that way...and I get scared, so much that it keeps me from doing things I can to be a good Tamer.

[All of this is said with a thin, weak smile.]

If I'd known everything that would've happened, I probably wouldn't have become a Tamer, back then... I like to think I'm getting better, at least a little.