It makes me feel better. I run a thousand miles a minute, normally. I run so hard and so fast all the time, I don't normally have time to worry or feel bad. This place....well.

*shrug*

I can't fight here. I don't have any of my usual outlets. I'm more human than usual and all I have is time to think. So i would rather make other people smile. I would rather make friends.

Kinda like you, back home I'm pretty much a soldier in training. I've never had time to make real friends and even when I did, I was either told not to have them, told they weren't good enough or forced to be companionable with people I couldn't stand. So friend-making is kind of a new hobby.