That's what I have been doing ever since I got here. [She smiles a little, trying to stay a little positive during this mess.]

There's dancing, poetry, shopping, tea parties... A lot of very girly things, you know? Then again... It's not right if I just stand back and let people get hurt in front of me.

[Just that feeling that her family would be disappointed in her if people weaker than her get hurt and she did nothing to help them. Shaming her family is the thing she never wanted to do.]

Ah! Sorry, Cam, my life is a little difficult, isn't it?

[Compared to many people, yeah, life is a bit rough.]

I don't think I told you this yet, but it might already be a little obvious with how old-fashioned I am compared to everyone else.