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themainframe2013-11-19 01:52 pm
brain_behind_purple) wrote in themainframe2013-11-19 01:52 pm
Texts [Private for Fluttershy, Hiccup, and Michelangelo]
[Locked to Fluttershy]
Hey Fluttershy, it's Donnie. I'm sorry to send you this right now since I'm not sure if things are calm yet, but I need to. Because this is long over-do.
Artemisia, my second partner, told me that you forgave me. I'm grateful, but I still need to tell you this myself. I am so sorry, for everything. Virus or not, what I did to you was horrible and unforgivable. How you were able to forgive me is still a mystery to me because I... it was just too cruel. Words can't express how horrible I feel for everything, but all I can say is that I am so sorry. I wish I could say more, but... that's all I can do.
I also want to thank you, for protecting Paolo. I would ask for him back. but I'm still sick so I can't leave here and I don't want you coming here if it's still dangerous outside. So just give him back when you feel like it's best, I know that he's safe with you.
Thank you again, and thank you for forgiving me even though I don;t deserve it. Just... thank you.
[Locked to Hiccup]
I don't know why I'm typing this, considering... what happened. But I need to do this, to help clear my conscious. Hiccup... I am so sorry. What I did to Fluttershy, Mikey, and everyone else was terrible and I'll never forgive myself for it But what I did to you? When I... did that. That was where I crossed the line. You didn't deserve that. No one did.
Virus influenced or not, I still... killed you. There is no excuse for that. Nothing I say ro do will ever make this right, it'll haunt me for the rest of my life. But I am so, so sorry for what I did. That fixes nothing, but I just need to say it. I need to let this out, otherwise it'll haunt me even more than it's going to.
I know that you'll never see this, but I am so sorry. That's really all I can say.
[Locked to Michelangelo]
Mikey... little brother, there is a lot that needs to be said. I'll get the worst part out of the way. Mikey, no words will ever be able to express how horrible and disgusted at myself I feel for everything that happened. I hurt a lot of people. and what I did to Hiccup is something that I cna never be forgiven for, but I especially hurt you. You didn't deserve any of it. The virus was jealous that you were happy and foudn love with Leatherhead. The second that Marley left, it used my heartbreak to take me over. I was able to fight it off long enough to warn you, and don;t you dare start getting upset that you forgot either, but after I feel asleep I lost the fight.
I have a lot of work to do in order to fix everything. and as much as I want to see you, I'm not ready yet. But I can do this much now. Mikey, I am so sorry for everything. I'm sorry for the fights, I'm sorry for all the lies and manipulation, I'm sorry for hurting Leatherhead, I'm... I'm just sorry for everything. No one deserved it, but for me to do that to you, my own little brother, I... I can never forgive myself. Ever. I know you forgave me and I'm grateful, I really am. But I still need to tell you myself, so I'm sorry Mikey. I am so sorry.
And... thank you, not jsut for forgiving me, but for saving me. If you hadn't focused so hard to beat me int hat fight, I don't think I ever would have been able to take control back. You did amazing bro, Sensei would be have been so proud if he had seen it. It's because I knew you were trying to stop me form harming anyone else that I finally found it in me to fight the virus off again. You saved me little brother. Thank you so much, for everything.
I promise I will try to face you at least by Christmas time. I'm still sick and my voice sounds horrible, but I'll talk to you with audio later, fi you want. I'll try to replace your mask too, sorry I bloodied yours up. I know my gear and stuff is safe with you, and for now I want it to stay that way. Until I feel like I can finally take the stuff back., but that won't be for a while.
Thank you agian Mikey, for everything. I'll talk to you soon. And... I love you bro, and I swear that no matter what, I will make everything right again. I promise.
Hey Fluttershy, it's Donnie. I'm sorry to send you this right now since I'm not sure if things are calm yet, but I need to. Because this is long over-do.
Artemisia, my second partner, told me that you forgave me. I'm grateful, but I still need to tell you this myself. I am so sorry, for everything. Virus or not, what I did to you was horrible and unforgivable. How you were able to forgive me is still a mystery to me because I... it was just too cruel. Words can't express how horrible I feel for everything, but all I can say is that I am so sorry. I wish I could say more, but... that's all I can do.
I also want to thank you, for protecting Paolo. I would ask for him back. but I'm still sick so I can't leave here and I don't want you coming here if it's still dangerous outside. So just give him back when you feel like it's best, I know that he's safe with you.
Thank you again, and thank you for forgiving me even though I don;t deserve it. Just... thank you.
[Locked to Hiccup]
I don't know why I'm typing this, considering... what happened. But I need to do this, to help clear my conscious. Hiccup... I am so sorry. What I did to Fluttershy, Mikey, and everyone else was terrible and I'll never forgive myself for it But what I did to you? When I... did that. That was where I crossed the line. You didn't deserve that. No one did.
Virus influenced or not, I still... killed you. There is no excuse for that. Nothing I say ro do will ever make this right, it'll haunt me for the rest of my life. But I am so, so sorry for what I did. That fixes nothing, but I just need to say it. I need to let this out, otherwise it'll haunt me even more than it's going to.
I know that you'll never see this, but I am so sorry. That's really all I can say.
[Locked to Michelangelo]
Mikey... little brother, there is a lot that needs to be said. I'll get the worst part out of the way. Mikey, no words will ever be able to express how horrible and disgusted at myself I feel for everything that happened. I hurt a lot of people. and what I did to Hiccup is something that I cna never be forgiven for, but I especially hurt you. You didn't deserve any of it. The virus was jealous that you were happy and foudn love with Leatherhead. The second that Marley left, it used my heartbreak to take me over. I was able to fight it off long enough to warn you, and don;t you dare start getting upset that you forgot either, but after I feel asleep I lost the fight.
I have a lot of work to do in order to fix everything. and as much as I want to see you, I'm not ready yet. But I can do this much now. Mikey, I am so sorry for everything. I'm sorry for the fights, I'm sorry for all the lies and manipulation, I'm sorry for hurting Leatherhead, I'm... I'm just sorry for everything. No one deserved it, but for me to do that to you, my own little brother, I... I can never forgive myself. Ever. I know you forgave me and I'm grateful, I really am. But I still need to tell you myself, so I'm sorry Mikey. I am so sorry.
And... thank you, not jsut for forgiving me, but for saving me. If you hadn't focused so hard to beat me int hat fight, I don't think I ever would have been able to take control back. You did amazing bro, Sensei would be have been so proud if he had seen it. It's because I knew you were trying to stop me form harming anyone else that I finally found it in me to fight the virus off again. You saved me little brother. Thank you so much, for everything.
I promise I will try to face you at least by Christmas time. I'm still sick and my voice sounds horrible, but I'll talk to you with audio later, fi you want. I'll try to replace your mask too, sorry I bloodied yours up. I know my gear and stuff is safe with you, and for now I want it to stay that way. Until I feel like I can finally take the stuff back., but that won't be for a while.
Thank you agian Mikey, for everything. I'll talk to you soon. And... I love you bro, and I swear that no matter what, I will make everything right again. I promise.