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[Locked to Fluttershy]

Hey Fluttershy, it's Donnie. I'm sorry to send you this right now since I'm not sure if things are calm yet, but I need to. Because this is long over-do.

Artemisia, my second partner, told me that you forgave me. I'm grateful, but I still need to tell you this myself. I am so sorry, for everything. Virus or not, what I did to you was horrible and unforgivable. How you were able to forgive me is still a mystery to me because I... it was just too cruel. Words can't express how horrible I feel for everything, but all I can say is that I am so sorry. I wish I could say more, but... that's all I can do.

I also want to thank you, for protecting Paolo. I would ask for him back. but I'm still sick so I can't leave here and I don't want you coming here if it's still dangerous outside. So just give him back when you feel like it's best, I know that he's safe with you.

Thank you again, and thank you for forgiving me even though I don;t deserve it. Just... thank you.

[Locked to Hiccup]

I don't know why I'm typing this, considering... what happened. But I need to do this, to help clear my conscious. Hiccup... I am so sorry. What I did to Fluttershy, Mikey, and everyone else was terrible and I'll never forgive myself for it But what I did to you? When I... did that. That was where I crossed the line. You didn't deserve that. No one did.

Virus influenced or not, I still... killed you. There is no excuse for that. Nothing I say ro do will ever make this right, it'll haunt me for the rest of my life. But I am so, so sorry for what I did. That fixes nothing, but I just need to say it. I need to let this out, otherwise it'll haunt me even more than it's going to.

I know that you'll never see this, but I am so sorry. That's really all I can say.

[Locked to Michelangelo]

Mikey... little brother, there is a lot that needs to be said. I'll get the worst part out of the way. Mikey, no words will ever be able to express how horrible and disgusted at myself I feel for everything that happened. I hurt a lot of people. and what I did to Hiccup is something that I cna never be forgiven for, but I especially hurt you. You didn't deserve any of it. The virus was jealous that you were happy and foudn love with Leatherhead. The second that Marley left, it used my heartbreak to take me over. I was able to fight it off long enough to warn you, and don;t you dare start getting upset that you forgot either, but after I feel asleep I lost the fight.

I have a lot of work to do in order to fix everything. and as much as I want to see you, I'm not ready yet. But I can do this much now. Mikey, I am so sorry for everything. I'm sorry for the fights, I'm sorry for all the lies and manipulation, I'm sorry for hurting Leatherhead, I'm... I'm just sorry for everything. No one deserved it, but for me to do that to you, my own little brother, I... I can never forgive myself. Ever. I know you forgave me and I'm grateful, I really am. But I still need to tell you myself, so I'm sorry Mikey. I am so sorry.

And... thank you, not jsut for forgiving me, but for saving me. If you hadn't focused so hard to beat me int hat fight, I don't think I ever would have been able to take control back. You did amazing bro, Sensei would be have been so proud if he had seen it. It's because I knew you were trying to stop me form harming anyone else that I finally found it in me to fight the virus off again. You saved me little brother. Thank you so much, for everything.

I promise I will try to face you at least by Christmas time. I'm still sick and my voice sounds horrible, but I'll talk to you with audio later, fi you want. I'll try to replace your mask too, sorry I bloodied yours up. I know my gear and stuff is safe with you, and for now I want it to stay that way. Until I feel like I can finally take the stuff back., but that won't be for a while.

Thank you agian Mikey, for everything. I'll talk to you soon. And... I love you bro, and I swear that no matter what, I will make everything right again. I promise.

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[A video suddenly appears on the feed, since it would be virtually impossible for Fearless to try and text anything in return. The Gomamon simply stares for a moment before saying anything. His bandages are gone, but the scar from the shuriken still remains on his neck, partially hidden by his collar that Hiccup made him.]

....You're really sorry?

[The video took Donnie by surprise. Enough to make a few violent coughs go through him. He was also in the bed, still sick. When the coughing neared the end, a green monkey Digimon was immediately by his side.]

Donnie, are you okay?! What happened?! Do you-!

Arte, I... it's okay. I'm fine, really. [His coughign had galmed by this point. He looked back at the video feed, taking a deep breath. His voice was pretty raspy, but eh could still talk.]

Fearless, I... yes. Yes I really am sorry, for everything. I... the virus, it made me... [He takes another breath to stop himself from crying.] I wish it never happened, but... I'm so, so sorry.

[It was really all that he could say, and he hated it. He wished mroe than anything that the could have prevented this, but he couldn't. And now he'd never forget it.]

Edited 2013-11-20 01:35 (UTC)

[The Digimon doesn't speak for a while, quite taken aback by the amount of emotion that Donnie is expressing. While he knew the virus was the main culprit of his aggression, he had been fully convinced that somewhere Donnie knew what was going on the whole time.

Or did he? It didn't seem so, not with the way he's currently acting.]

Yeah....well, it's over an' done with now. I mean I killed yer partner an' I didn't know what I was doin', so I...I guess we could say we're even.

[It was strange, Donnie knew what was happening, but at the same time he didn't. He had seen everything. he had felt everything. But it hadn't been him. He had pretty much been asleep the whole time, but he still saw and felt it all. As far as he was concerned, it was him

Fearless' words hit the ninja hard. It was true, but at least Paolo was reborn as an eg. His partner came back, Hiccup couldn't.]

That doesn't change what I did... or make it right. The virus was in control, it made sure that I couldn't stop it. The virus did it, but...it was still my fault for not stopping it. I'm so sorry Fesrless, for this and... for the shuriken I threw at you. I... I'm just sorry!

[He bit his lower lip, it was becoming harder and harder for him to keep himself together. Artemisia saw and she carefully took a hold of one hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze.]

[Another sigh escapes Fearless before he speaks again.]

...A'ight, I've heard enough.

[Then he holds up a claw, signalling for Donnie to wait a moment as he suddenly cuts the feed.

A few minutes later the video comes back on, only instead of Fearless....it's Hiccup Donnie will see.

He shifts a little from where he sits at the desk in his apartment, his elbows on the table as he stares at the D-Terminal.]

...Donnie?

Edited 2013-11-20 02:20 (UTC)

[Donnie waited for Fesrless to resume the feed, slowly drinking some water that Arte insisted that he drink due to his coughing fit. So far he liked his second partner, but eh still missed Paolo.

When the feed came back, Donnie couldn't hold back the shocked gasp. He dropped the D-Termianl right there, a wave of shock washing over him. No was... Hiccup was... but that blow should have killed him. He thought for sure that he was dead. How could...

With shaky hands, he lifted the D-Terminal back up. He was clearly struggling to speak and there were tears building up in his brown eyes. Finally he spoke, his voice cracking as he did.]

H...H-Hiccup? Y... your a-alive?

[He nods slowly, not seeming so surprised as Donnie is since Fearless told him who he would be talking to before hand anyway. Hiccup does have to steel himself with a deep breath, however.]

Now, I am, yeah. ....I uh...apparently here you can't really die....at least not forever.

...

Guess you're....back to normal now.

Y-your really... I-I thought... I thought that I...

[He tried to swallow down a tremor, but it didn't help. he couldn't stop the tears from falling and he was struggling to stop the sobs trying to break out.

He had really thought that Hiccup was dead. That he had killed him. The guilt had been so immense, and now with this revelation everything wa shitting him all over again.

Arte sighed as she took the D-Termianl from the teenager's trembling hands.]

Yes, Donnie is normal again. When the attack happened, he was cured of the virus. And as you can see... he is truly sorry for everything that he did.

[Hiccup closes his eyes tightly, running a hand down the side of his face.]

I....just wanted Donnie to know that I forgive him. For what happened. ...Even if I didn't come back, I would have forgiven him.

It wasn't his fault what happened.

[There was an audible gasp in the background. Arte sighed before positioning the D-Terminal to show Donnie, who looked shocked. Tears were still streaming down his face, but the sobs at halted for the moment.

He gulped before looking at the device again.]

But... but I... what I did was... how could you forgive me for that?! Virus or not, it was still my fault! I couldn't stop it! How... how can you even consider forgive me for that?!

[He knew he was getting emotional, but eh couldn't help ti. All the guilt, all the self-hatred eh felt for himself... he didn't know how to feel right now.]

[Hiccup runs his fingers through his hair, never taking his eyes off the screen.]

You answered your own question, Donnie. You couldn't stop it, right? That virus made you do what you did. It wasn't you.

...Trust me. I know how it feels.

I still should have stopped it... it was still my fault...

[Arte merely stared at the teenager, her gaze filled with sympathy. Eventually, she moved the D-Terminal o that it was facing her again.]

Thank you forgiving him Hiccup, but unfortunately I think it's going to take time for Donnie to forgive himself.But at least for now he can start the healing process on the right track.

It's alright, I understand. I just wanted to let him know that...you know.

I understand, and thank you for it.

[She turns the device back at Donnie, who has calmed some now. Enough that he could talk without any shakiness.]

Y-yeah... thanks Hiccup. Thanks for forgiving me... [Coughs again]

Alright Donnie, I think you used up enough energy. Your still sick, so you need to get some rest. [Carefully helps Donnie lay down before turning back to the feed.] Sorry for all of this Hiccup, and... thank you again for forgiving him. He'll try and make amends for everything once he's better.

[The viking nods slowly.]

Don't worry about it. Just focus on getting better, Donnie.

[And with that, Hiccup cuts the feed.]

Donnie...

I forgive you, I forgive everything. I never wanted me to be happy while you hurt... I never would want that. You are my brother, and I love you.

I forgive you Donnie... But... Leatherhead, I don't know, he might still be upset. I'll try to see if I can keep him calm about it... but that doesn't change that I forgive you.

I'm sorry too. I know you said not to get upset about forgetting... bit I did forget, and I might have been able to do something sooner if I hadn't. But I'm also sorry, I'm sorry I took me that long to see that you were doing things you wouldn't ever do, and that I had to stop you, not just try to talk to you, but really stop you. I'm sorry I let it go on that long.

Thank you... I think... sensei would have been proud... if I were facing anyone else. Or it was a sparring match... but I didn't have you or... or anyone else to take care of things where I didn't... I had no one at my back, so I had to be strong, I had to fight with all that I had, so that I could have the best chance of succeeding.

I would like to see you by Christmas, it's hard... for me too. But I will be happy to talk when you feel up to it. Your gear, your things, it'll all be ready for you, when you are ready for it. Don't worry too much about the mask right now, I can survive without it just fine... people even get to see how cute I am.

I love you, big brother, and I believe in you.

[ Donnie was relieved to be using text, his brother couldn't see or hear him crying.It took a few minutes before he was capable of sending a reply.]

Mikey, it's okay. Don't feel bad for forgetting. The virus tried to act exactly like me until it was ready to make it's move. You thought I got better, no one could have seen that coming. Even I didn't think it would go as far as it did. I'm so sorry you had to go through it, but your not to blame for it. Not at all.

And the fact that you were able to focus on your own and realize what you had to do is exactly why Sensei... heck, all of us would be proud. I was and still am. You knew I had to be stopped, and you were able to get yourself to do it. I know it had to be hard, and I'm so sorry for it. But you did what you had to do, and you knocked me out without hesitation when I told you too. You were great Mikey.

As for Leatherhead, I don't expect him to ever forgive me. Even after I can face you I probably eon't be able to face him ever again, because while i hate to admit this I'd be afraid for my life id I did. But don;t let that bother you, I know you love him and he loves you. That's what's important. As long as your happy with him, that's all I care about.

I'll get through this, I promise. Just stay happy and strong, when we're both ready we'll talk face-to-face. It'll all be okay.

I... I still didn't stop it... I could have, at one point... if I'd focused more then... if I hadn't let the fact that it was you... but that was the first time we fought... I didn't know how bad it was going to get.

I don't feel great... thinking about it makes me feel... bad.

I want you to be happy too, okay? Promise you will try to be happy?

We'll both get through this... we're a family, even if things aren't normal right now.

Mikey, the virus did everything it could to make you think that I was fine. That first fight, you were in shock, of course you couldn't focus. I doubt even Leo could have focused during something like that. Don't blame yourself for it Mikey, it wasn't your fault. Okay?

I'm... gonna try. It's gonna take a long time though bro, I can never forgive myself for all of this. But I promise that I'll try, and.. I know that as long as your with me, despite how it feels right now, we'll get through this...

Just... promise me that you'll be here for me, even if we can't face each other. Because right now, your the only family I have and... I need you more than ever. Promise>

Of course I forgive you, Donnie. Everything that happened wasn't your fault. Whatever happened affected a lot of people. I'm just sorry that it affected you so badly. And you don't have to thank me for anything. We're friends, after all. I always do whatever I can to help you. How are you feeling? If you're still sick, do you need anything? Your partner, Artemisia was it? She said she was taking care of you, but if you need anything I might be able to get something over to you.

I don't deserve it, but thank you for forgiving me. I promise that I'll make it up to you soon.

I'm feeling better, at the very least I can walk without feeling like I'm going to collapse. My voice is raspy, but I can talk at least. Artemisia, or Arte for short, has been caring for me. She's done a great job, I'm lucky to have her around.

Other than Paolo, the only thing I really need is something besides pizza, it's all I've had for days. But don't inconvenience yourself over it, I don't want you to come over here if your busy or if it's still a mess out there. But... if you wouldn't mind and if it's safe, I'd appreciate it if you got me something lie soup or something. But only if you don't mind.

You don't have to do that. I'm just glad you're back to normal. She's a very wonderful partner. I could tell when we talked, she cares a lot about you. I'll get some soup to you as soon as I can. I think I'd like to give you Paolo's egg in person, when you're able to.

I'm ready to take Paolo back whenever your ready to give him back to me. But no rush, take your time. I miss him, but I know he's safe with you, so I can wait.

Let's make sure you're feeling better first. Once he hatches, he's going to need a lot of attention.

True. I should be at least well enough that I can be active again by the end of the week. So I think I'll be ready to take him back and take care of him then. Even if I can't fully, Arte will be around to help me, so I'll be ready.

All right. I'll see how you're doing, just to be sure though.

Okay, that works for me. Thank you Fluttershy... thank you or everything.

I'm glad I could help.

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