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[Locked to Fluttershy]

Hey Fluttershy, it's Donnie. I'm sorry to send you this right now since I'm not sure if things are calm yet, but I need to. Because this is long over-do.

Artemisia, my second partner, told me that you forgave me. I'm grateful, but I still need to tell you this myself. I am so sorry, for everything. Virus or not, what I did to you was horrible and unforgivable. How you were able to forgive me is still a mystery to me because I... it was just too cruel. Words can't express how horrible I feel for everything, but all I can say is that I am so sorry. I wish I could say more, but... that's all I can do.

I also want to thank you, for protecting Paolo. I would ask for him back. but I'm still sick so I can't leave here and I don't want you coming here if it's still dangerous outside. So just give him back when you feel like it's best, I know that he's safe with you.

Thank you again, and thank you for forgiving me even though I don;t deserve it. Just... thank you.

[Locked to Hiccup]

I don't know why I'm typing this, considering... what happened. But I need to do this, to help clear my conscious. Hiccup... I am so sorry. What I did to Fluttershy, Mikey, and everyone else was terrible and I'll never forgive myself for it But what I did to you? When I... did that. That was where I crossed the line. You didn't deserve that. No one did.

Virus influenced or not, I still... killed you. There is no excuse for that. Nothing I say ro do will ever make this right, it'll haunt me for the rest of my life. But I am so, so sorry for what I did. That fixes nothing, but I just need to say it. I need to let this out, otherwise it'll haunt me even more than it's going to.

I know that you'll never see this, but I am so sorry. That's really all I can say.

[Locked to Michelangelo]

Mikey... little brother, there is a lot that needs to be said. I'll get the worst part out of the way. Mikey, no words will ever be able to express how horrible and disgusted at myself I feel for everything that happened. I hurt a lot of people. and what I did to Hiccup is something that I cna never be forgiven for, but I especially hurt you. You didn't deserve any of it. The virus was jealous that you were happy and foudn love with Leatherhead. The second that Marley left, it used my heartbreak to take me over. I was able to fight it off long enough to warn you, and don;t you dare start getting upset that you forgot either, but after I feel asleep I lost the fight.

I have a lot of work to do in order to fix everything. and as much as I want to see you, I'm not ready yet. But I can do this much now. Mikey, I am so sorry for everything. I'm sorry for the fights, I'm sorry for all the lies and manipulation, I'm sorry for hurting Leatherhead, I'm... I'm just sorry for everything. No one deserved it, but for me to do that to you, my own little brother, I... I can never forgive myself. Ever. I know you forgave me and I'm grateful, I really am. But I still need to tell you myself, so I'm sorry Mikey. I am so sorry.

And... thank you, not jsut for forgiving me, but for saving me. If you hadn't focused so hard to beat me int hat fight, I don't think I ever would have been able to take control back. You did amazing bro, Sensei would be have been so proud if he had seen it. It's because I knew you were trying to stop me form harming anyone else that I finally found it in me to fight the virus off again. You saved me little brother. Thank you so much, for everything.

I promise I will try to face you at least by Christmas time. I'm still sick and my voice sounds horrible, but I'll talk to you with audio later, fi you want. I'll try to replace your mask too, sorry I bloodied yours up. I know my gear and stuff is safe with you, and for now I want it to stay that way. Until I feel like I can finally take the stuff back., but that won't be for a while.

Thank you agian Mikey, for everything. I'll talk to you soon. And... I love you bro, and I swear that no matter what, I will make everything right again. I promise.

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[Another sigh escapes Fearless before he speaks again.]

...A'ight, I've heard enough.

[Then he holds up a claw, signalling for Donnie to wait a moment as he suddenly cuts the feed.

A few minutes later the video comes back on, only instead of Fearless....it's Hiccup Donnie will see.

He shifts a little from where he sits at the desk in his apartment, his elbows on the table as he stares at the D-Terminal.]

...Donnie?

Edited 2013-11-20 02:20 (UTC)

[Donnie waited for Fesrless to resume the feed, slowly drinking some water that Arte insisted that he drink due to his coughing fit. So far he liked his second partner, but eh still missed Paolo.

When the feed came back, Donnie couldn't hold back the shocked gasp. He dropped the D-Termianl right there, a wave of shock washing over him. No was... Hiccup was... but that blow should have killed him. He thought for sure that he was dead. How could...

With shaky hands, he lifted the D-Terminal back up. He was clearly struggling to speak and there were tears building up in his brown eyes. Finally he spoke, his voice cracking as he did.]

H...H-Hiccup? Y... your a-alive?

[He nods slowly, not seeming so surprised as Donnie is since Fearless told him who he would be talking to before hand anyway. Hiccup does have to steel himself with a deep breath, however.]

Now, I am, yeah. ....I uh...apparently here you can't really die....at least not forever.

...

Guess you're....back to normal now.

Y-your really... I-I thought... I thought that I...

[He tried to swallow down a tremor, but it didn't help. he couldn't stop the tears from falling and he was struggling to stop the sobs trying to break out.

He had really thought that Hiccup was dead. That he had killed him. The guilt had been so immense, and now with this revelation everything wa shitting him all over again.

Arte sighed as she took the D-Termianl from the teenager's trembling hands.]

Yes, Donnie is normal again. When the attack happened, he was cured of the virus. And as you can see... he is truly sorry for everything that he did.

[Hiccup closes his eyes tightly, running a hand down the side of his face.]

I....just wanted Donnie to know that I forgive him. For what happened. ...Even if I didn't come back, I would have forgiven him.

It wasn't his fault what happened.

[There was an audible gasp in the background. Arte sighed before positioning the D-Terminal to show Donnie, who looked shocked. Tears were still streaming down his face, but the sobs at halted for the moment.

He gulped before looking at the device again.]

But... but I... what I did was... how could you forgive me for that?! Virus or not, it was still my fault! I couldn't stop it! How... how can you even consider forgive me for that?!

[He knew he was getting emotional, but eh couldn't help ti. All the guilt, all the self-hatred eh felt for himself... he didn't know how to feel right now.]

[Hiccup runs his fingers through his hair, never taking his eyes off the screen.]

You answered your own question, Donnie. You couldn't stop it, right? That virus made you do what you did. It wasn't you.

...Trust me. I know how it feels.

I still should have stopped it... it was still my fault...

[Arte merely stared at the teenager, her gaze filled with sympathy. Eventually, she moved the D-Terminal o that it was facing her again.]

Thank you forgiving him Hiccup, but unfortunately I think it's going to take time for Donnie to forgive himself.But at least for now he can start the healing process on the right track.

It's alright, I understand. I just wanted to let him know that...you know.

I understand, and thank you for it.

[She turns the device back at Donnie, who has calmed some now. Enough that he could talk without any shakiness.]

Y-yeah... thanks Hiccup. Thanks for forgiving me... [Coughs again]

Alright Donnie, I think you used up enough energy. Your still sick, so you need to get some rest. [Carefully helps Donnie lay down before turning back to the feed.] Sorry for all of this Hiccup, and... thank you again for forgiving him. He'll try and make amends for everything once he's better.

[The viking nods slowly.]

Don't worry about it. Just focus on getting better, Donnie.

[And with that, Hiccup cuts the feed.]

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