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Kagerou {BP-500X} ([personal profile] fuckinstoplights) wrote in [community profile] themainframe2013-11-20 10:47 pm

video / audio;


[VIDEO]
[Judging from the angle, Kagerou probably dropped his device, and thus kicked off the video recording when he did. Because he's not looking into the camera. He's not even looking at the device at all.]

[Because he currently has his face buried in the muzzle of a big dog-looking thing, gripping onto its fur so hard his knuckles are white. His hair is hiding his face, and both of them look pretty worn-down. He might even be asleep on his feet if his shoulders weren't shaking.]

[And if he can't be heard murmuring "I'm sorry" to the big dog.]

[Fortunately, this doesn't go on for too long, before something else pokes its nose into view, upside-down, and makes a "Shhh" motion with a claw.]


Give them a minute, kay?

[Well, at least he's bonding with his digi, finally.]

~ ~

[True to the newcomer's word, eventually Kagerou's voice comes over the network, hesitant and quiet as always.]


[AUDIO]
... I'm sorry. For how I acted. Toward a lot of you.

I don't know how to make it right, but... tell me. I'll try.
bigsoftie: (GIMME MORE SOUP)

Audio

[personal profile] bigsoftie 2013-11-22 05:05 am (UTC)(link)
I understand...it is not easy to deal with yourself...

And I forgive you. You did not hurt anyone.
bigsoftie: (from the depths they come)

Audio

[personal profile] bigsoftie 2013-11-22 05:39 am (UTC)(link)
It is not easy...but knowing my friends...the ones I love, it makes it easier.

[The next part wasn't easy.]

Michelangelo...he....he was hurt by his own brother. He...killed someone I considered family...

...I do not know if I can forgive Donatello.
bigsoftie: (Mikey will protect me)

Re: Audio

[personal profile] bigsoftie 2013-11-22 06:07 am (UTC)(link)
[He gives Kagerou a questioning look.

But the other question...it carries a lot of weight with it.]


Maybe...but he...he hurt someone...someone I care about.

[His voice got shaky.]

I am not sure if I can ever forgive anyone who would cause him pain...he means everything..t-to me.
bigsoftie: (sorry senpai shredder)

Audio

[personal profile] bigsoftie 2013-11-22 06:54 am (UTC)(link)
[Answering that really hurt more than he expected.]

I do not wish to hate Donatello...but I cannot trust someone who hurt someone so close to me...

[He's not shaking, not at all.]
bigsoftie: (GIMME MORE SOUP)

Audio

[personal profile] bigsoftie 2013-11-22 07:15 am (UTC)(link)
I am glad you understand...I feel you are the only one who does.

I only wished to let you know that you have my forgiveness.
bigsoftie: (emotional hangover)

Audio

[personal profile] bigsoftie 2013-11-22 07:40 am (UTC)(link)
I fear they do not understand why I cannot forgive his brother...
bigsoftie: (I got angry again oh no)

Audio

[personal profile] bigsoftie 2013-11-22 07:57 am (UTC)(link)
Not...exactly like that...

I do not know what to tell him.
bigsoftie: (it didn't end well)

Audio

[personal profile] bigsoftie 2013-11-22 08:49 pm (UTC)(link)
I shall...thank you for your help, my friend.