... I'd been through it once before, Hiccup. Once, when my teammate had been forced to betray us, I thought he'd really gone over to the dark side. I evolved Agumon to something horrible. It hurt him just as bad as this did.

But this... this was different. I didn't feel betrayed, Hiccup. I wasn't afraid. I wasn't making a mistake believing it was the right thing...

... I just wanted to destroy everything... prove I was better... stronger, tougher...

I don't want to think that's still inside'a me...