Garrus Vakarian (
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[Video] Waking Up Alone
[Garrus appears on screen, running a hand through his hair. He didn't seem sad, or shaken, or depressed, or at least he was trying not to. He was just looking for the right way to say this. Not for his sake, but for the kids. Sugar coating things was something he was never good at, so eventually, he just settled on saying it.]
Shepard's gone, and ... I don't think it's another data-stream. Don't ask me how I know, but something in my gut tells me she's back home.
[He sighs, again fishing for words. He'd been doing that a lot recently, thinking about it.]
I can't exactly speak for her, but, ah ... I'm sure she'd say she's sorry for just up and disappearing. And that if she could have, she would have said goodbye.
[There's a little loneliness in his eyes for a moment, as he offers a reassuring smile aimed at the kids.]
I'm not much of a substitute, but if anyone needs to talk, or, ... or anything, I'll be around.
Shepard's gone, and ... I don't think it's another data-stream. Don't ask me how I know, but something in my gut tells me she's back home.
[He sighs, again fishing for words. He'd been doing that a lot recently, thinking about it.]
I can't exactly speak for her, but, ah ... I'm sure she'd say she's sorry for just up and disappearing. And that if she could have, she would have said goodbye.
[There's a little loneliness in his eyes for a moment, as he offers a reassuring smile aimed at the kids.]
I'm not much of a substitute, but if anyone needs to talk, or, ... or anything, I'll be around.
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I wish I could, but ... I'm sorry, but she's gone home. I know how hard this is, believe me I do ... But at least we know she's safe. She's alive, and she's home. That has to count for something, right?
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She said...She said she was staying. After the data stream--She said she would stay...
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And she meant it. But sometimes things happen, things you have no control over ...
[He looks a million miles away, lost in a memory of fire and death for a moment before he manages to pull himself out of it.]
She would have stayed if she could. She thinks of you like her kids, she'd do anything for you guys.
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No, she can't be selfish. Not now. Garrus knew Shepard longer. He loved her. How could she think about how much pain she's in when it doesn't even compare to his?
When she speaks next, her voice is a little more steady than before.]
M-May I come over? You...shouldn't be alone...
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[She's right though ... this hurts. It's softened by the fact that he knows she's home, that she's with the others, and that the galaxy needs her more than he does. But damn it, he wants her here. With him.]
I ... sure. I could, ah, I could use a little company.
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Are you...in her room? Or yours? I don't know...
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[But there might be new Chosen who will need that room. She's not so heartless to say it out loud, but the thought does flash in her mind. She bites her lower lip, a small punishment for thinking such thoughts.]
I-I can...meet you at your place? I think I know which one...
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Sounds good. I'll see you there.
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G-Garrus? I'm...I'm here...
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Hey, Marley. How, ah ... how're you holding up.
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I...was gonna ask you the same thing...
[She sniffs lightly and reaches up to wipe her eyes.]
I'm sorry...A-About her--
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I'm ... as good as I can be, considering all this.
[He blinks.]
You don't have anything to be sorry about. [He smiles slightly.]
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S-Sorry.. I just...didn't know what else to do...